I know. You don't want to talk that stuff. It hurts you. We both know there is nothing between us. We are not committed. So talking all this is useless. And painful. For both of us. You don't show this as much as I do. You sure are not stronger. May be more practical. Yes. That word fits. Actually, this is your own word. But you know what, I am stupid and unpractical. I do not try to trouble you, but I sometimes just can't control and say such things. Sorry. I really am. I am too much selfish. When you don't listen, try to change the topic, I understand very well that you are trying to avoid pain for both of us. But you know what, I can't avoid it. Not anymore. I have gone too far to return. But I will definitely try not to trouble you. Can't promise, but I sure will try.

Btw, I had written this last night. Just edited it today for spelling mistake and it changed the date.