Sit by my side

I want to share with you so many things,
But sometimes I just couldn't write.
Sometimes I don't find the words,
And sometimes it just doesn't rhyme.

I am scared and I'm shivering,
I don't see anything going right.
But I don't want to do anything,
Just hide in a corner and cry.

I feel completely insecure,
Everyone will leave me by tonight.
But you've been always there for me,
And I know, upon you, I can rely.

You already know everything,
I've got nothing to hide.
I just want you to hold my hand,
And sit by my side.

There is something very heavy in my chest that wants to come out. It is exerting pressure on my ribs and lungs. I am unable to breathe. Can't think of anything but this pressure in my chest. I feel as if I would feel better if I am stabbed with a knife. Whatever it is, I just want this thing to come out. Someone please puncture a few holes in my chest so that I can breathe. Please help me.

Good hearts are always hurt the most

Mai rahu na rahu

Ab jaan lut jaye, ye jahan chhut jaye,
Sang pyar rahe, mai rahu na rahu

You are part of me now.

You are part of me now. Its now not possible to separate you from me. But when it is tried, I feel like being ripped off in half. And this is causing too much pain. Physical pain. Not just Heartache. The whole body hurts. The soul hurts. Ah :'(

Sab galat ho raha hai

Mere sath sab galat ho raha hai. Kuch thik nahi ho raha. Tum sab chale jaoge. Mai akela reh jaunga.

Have you noticed that the posts are getting shorter?

The more you tease me, the more I love you.

You know me better than I do. Because you have tried. I haven't.

I don't trust any other boy to take care of you. I want to do it myself.

Are you an idiot?

If you are wondering that why I have not posted anything for so long, then you must be an Idiot.