Friday, May 31, 2013

I'm hurt bad Monu. Can't heal.

So now you say that I am not worthy of you! Well, that is something that I can accept. But I wont accept that you are leaving, and I won't that that your idiot dad played with my life, I won't accept that you chose that shameless person over me. I won't accept it. Not this time.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

You did everything for me. Now its my turn. I will never understand why you took this decision. And I will never make peace with it. But I am with you now.

Kitni baar bataya ki how important you are for me. Nahi samajh aaya na tumko. Aur kaise batate :'(

My life has become hell. And I will make sure that it stays that way. But I don't blame you. I love you too much. I trust you. I'm sure that you tried everything to save me. Sorry to say, I can't be saved now. I'm finished. Destructed. Over.

Tumko agar zara sa bhi andaza hota ki mere sath kya hoga to tum aisa nahi karti. You love me too much.

30 May

Abhi bhi kuch nahi bigda hai. Please come back to me.

You know whats good about English songs? You can ignore their lyrics if you don't want the song to hurt you. Not the hindi songs. They hurt bad. You spoiled all my favourite hindi songs. Why did you do it Mini? :-(:'(

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

These nightmares aren't letting me sleep. Please don't leave me.

30 May 13

There is a happy zone in my brain which has only you. So every time I start to feel happy, I miss you like hell

29th May

You can't fool me dear. You are not happy. Please don't try. It hurts me to see you trying to make me hate you. I cried you know. You know I can never hate you.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

For the first time in my life, I realized that its not the money that I need to be happy. Its you. I need you Moni. I need you to be with me to be happy. Nothing else would work.