I want you to be ok. I don't want you to be ok.

I sometimes dream that you are sleeping in my arms, and I try to feel your warmth and softness.

I deserve to be loved.

Found something, not sure its yours or mine...

        I'm not sure if it matters to you or not anymore, but not a single moment passes by when I am not thinking of you. I am in love with you, unconditional, unwavering, unending. I am not asking you for anything, no expectations. I guess I blew off that chance. I don't even know if I would even see you again in this life, you have gone so far. But just know this, that whenever you think of me, this crazy boy would be badly missing you at the same moment.

Waves of time would soon wipe out,
Our footprints on the sand.
You have gone so far away,
And I am the one to blame.

Sometimes I tell you what I feel,
Sometimes I refrain.
'Cause I guess I don't humor you now,
I just cause you pain.

But you will always be my love,
For me, its all the same.
I would be waiting here for you,
Just look back and call my name.

And if you chose to be with me,
And let me be your man,
I would love to hold your hand,
And walk that sand again.

I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.

Happy b'day. Environment day. I never forget u knw.

You are such a strong person, that when you are in trouble, you don't need anyone to solve it for you, you don't want anyone. Not mom dad, not friends, not even me.

And that makes me happy and sad at the same time. Happy for you, that you are so independent. Sad for me, for being so useless to you.

P.s. And by the time you are done, you are all "talked out" :-/ Nothing left for me.

I can always tell, when you are lying,
You are happy, or its a fake smile.