I guess if you have people to take care of you, you would just forget about me.

I just dont see the reason to go on anymore. I mean what for? For whom? I guess the only reason I am still alive is killing myself would take effort and planning, and I fell too lazy for that. Watch an episode of The Simpsons instead, shall we! Also, it would be messy. Cant die with no class. I gotta come up with something, either something to live for, or a classy way to die. Cause the life as is, is boring me.