I am just waiting to die

It would have been much easier for me if I could just lie to you. I am really hungry :-( Do din ho gaye

If I even eat, it feels like cheating. I have stopped eating altogether. Lets see how many days I survive.

How can you leave someone who loves you so much?

Miss you all the time Monu. I can't live like this.

Mad matlab pata hai na?

I cry for you everyday. I might die for you, one day

Miss you pata hai

If I even laugh without you, I feel guilty. I dont know how you found the courage to take this decision.

beforeyousuicide.org

Built it. As promised. Hope it saves me too.

I love you. Always will. Please do something while there is still time.

You know, after some time, tears tend to dry. But the heart keeps in crying.

I would love it if somebody comments once in a while. Just so that I would know that I am not alone.

One of them stays madly in love and the other one suddenly becomes realistic. Thats how all the relationships end.

I'm mad for you. Mad matlab samajhte ho na?????

I can't let you go. Thats the one thing I can't do.

May be you and I meant different things when we said "I love you"

Tum aagey chale gaye. Mai to yahin khada reh gaya.

Yaar ladki to humne pata li thi. Ab humko kya pata tha ki uske baap ko bhi humko hi patana padega.

You very well know that I just want to kill myself now. Its too much pain. I am dying a slow and painful death anyways. I can't eat. Can't sleep. I can't even breathe.

But you should know that the only reason I am staying alive is so that you won't have to live with the burden of my death. I love you too much to put you in such a pain. I choose to burn myself in this pain for the rest of my life.

Please believe me when I say "rest of my life". Don't ever think that I could forget you or get over you. You are not a girl to me. You are my God.

And btw, you know what, you can't suffocate yourself with your own hands. Didn't work.

I just hope that you stop acting foolish and do what is right. Support the right person. Punish the wrong person.

You see, the thing is that I am in love with you. So I will keep you on my mind all the time. For all my life. You are the most important person in my life. More than me. So its just that if you are not living with me, its going to be a lot painful for me.

Whenever someone praises my new shirt, I miss you

There's still time. Save me. Save yourself too. We both know that we can't live without each other. Please. Just one phone to that guy call can solve all our problems.

How the hell could you even think that I would be ok without you? Don't you know me? Don't you know how much I love you? Don't you know how important are you in my life? You ARE my life. Stupid. What have you done...

I miss you. Everysecond. No space.

And if you do too, you very damn well know what to do.

And if you don't know, talk to me. Have faith in me. I can still save both of us. Have faith. Have a little more courage.

Suicide is permanent solution to temporary problems.

Its the first time I am not enjoying the rain. As the time is passing by, I am finding more and more things that I don't enjoy anymore.

But I haven't done anything that will make you ashamed of me.

These nightmares are haunting me. I see you crying in all of them. I'm afraid to go to sleep. I cant see u crying even in my dreams

If I'm dead, how much time would it be before you know about it?

Without you, I am crippled. Tum kyu nahi samajh rahe ho. Please do something.

Happy birthday Mona. Environment day. :-D Lv u. I just hope you are reading this.

I'm burning you know. All the time.

I don't blame you ok. But its impossible for me to accept.

Miss u. Every second.