I just wish some people would cry, when I die. The way I have been living for about a year now, I don't think anyone would even notice when I am gone. My best friends have left me, my family has shunned me, and you know what happened to my love. I'm all alone. No one cares for me. No one loves me anymore. I am not blaming anyone. It has been consequence of my own decisions. I don't regret my decisions, not yet atleast. May be I will, when I'm 64.

Why you had to leave? Didn't you know? How do you wanted me to stop you.

I miss you ok. Badly. Sometimes when I am in a crowded train and I feel like crying, I just remove my glasses and keep them in my pocket. And then, I just cry. When I can't see the faces, I feel all alone, and I just cry my heart out.

You rarely get this view of Mumbai local

For yd

I'm thinking of you every waking moment.
And when I sleep, I'm dreamin of you,
Can't even tell you, how much I miss you
I need to be with you...

Baby I love you,
Baby I want you,
Baby I keep you always on my mind
But you already know that, don't you?