You very well know that I just want to kill myself now. Its too much pain. I am dying a slow and painful death anyways. I can't eat. Can't sleep. I can't even breathe.

But you should know that the only reason I am staying alive is so that you won't have to live with the burden of my death. I love you too much to put you in such a pain. I choose to burn myself in this pain for the rest of my life.

Please believe me when I say "rest of my life". Don't ever think that I could forget you or get over you. You are not a girl to me. You are my God.

And btw, you know what, you can't suffocate yourself with your own hands. Didn't work.